My Journey to a Higher Self

I am a seventeen year old girl exploring the world and myself, trying to use Buddhism to cultivate a better state of being in all aspects of my life.
Alexandre Desplat

—Motherhood

I am feeling absolutely subliminal. Today I woke up, went to school, powered through it, had no homework. Came home, relaxed for a bit then went to the gym and ran four miles. I then came home and read Slaughterhouse-Five for a bit before eating dinner & watching some TV with my mom. Then I took a lovely hot bath, orgasmed during said bath, then clipped my nails and put lotion on. I am going to read Slaughterhouse-Five for the rest of the night until Luke signs onto skype. I feel like I got a lot of much needed solitude today. I am listening to the lovely Tree of Life soundtrack. I reflected a lot on my life today, I decided to try and cut a lot of the meat I eat out of my diet, and I am going to start taking baby-steps towards vegetarianism. Day three of not smoking, easy as a piece of cake. :)